Your abundance offends me. A justification.

“Your grin shows me that you’re used to getting what you want. You spoiled child. You don’t understand that I can’t feel any connection to you at all when you act like this. I don’t feel understood by you but rather as if I am all by myself when I am with you. You come to me and make your jokes lightly as if our being together has no deeper meaning for you. It feels for me as if I were a gag or an encore in your life. A gift in your abundance that you want to consume for yourself. But if it doesn’t work, then you’re not too bad to show me that you already have everything anyway. Your kind cannot understand my kind. And your behaviour is a constant insult to me.”

Note: I have made the following music selection for myself. It may therefore appear to you (the reader) to be unsuitable for this structure, as it is based on personal criteria.

Salt on the pretty things!

“No matter where you go, the beautiful things you don’t have show up everywhere. As if those things are so beautiful. I would love to destroy your “beautiful things”, because in reality they are not beautiful at all. I can already see how the rot is gnawing at them.

“I can’t forget how you reproached me with those “nice things”.”

“Fuck you, you primitive world!”

Sole – Salt on everything
Michelle Gurevich – What was said
Son Kas – Irritation

Life is beautiful (sarcasm)

You constantly have to deal with the fact that life punches you in the face while it serves others a happy ending.

Lil Peep – Life is beautiful

I am an outcast

“I feel like a gypsy in the eyes of the clean people with the white skin. They mock me and see me as dirt. Why do you mock me and put me in your drawers? Can’t you see I didn’t have it as easy in life as you? I see your shining cities and they are worth nothing to me. I don’t need your cities! If being an adult means throwing away your ideals and values, then I’d rather be a child.”

La Caíta – El pájaro negro
epilog – Erwachsen (prod. by Smokey131)
Gruf The Druid – Winning The Race

Note: Music is free and the assignments made here are for entertainment purposes only and can never restrict a song to only these aspects.

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